Stephs thoughts

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

okay, so damage control after philip decided to go crazy on my ass, and tell everyone i was flipping, pms to monica:


Re: Hey
« Message sent Today at 10:19am »
hey monica, i never seem to see u on aim, i am wondering if i have added the right one.

anyway it seems philip has been twisting my words and claiming i am flipping, i was hoping it would be obvious to kainai i wasnt, but since wendy seems to think i am, i would clarify what happened.

phil claimed you sent him that pm wanting to work with him, and that we should vote you out, i said, well that sounds like an interesting idea, why dont you tell me what other people say and keep me in the loop. i said that to ensure he would keep giving me info, altho now that he has been telling everyone i am flipping, i dont know what his real motivations are.

anyway, just wanted to let you know.




and then brett

Re: (No Subject)
« Message sent Today at 10:21am »
hey, yeah i heard the lies, he is now also telling everyone that I am flipping, which is bullshit, what happened was phil told me he wanted to vote monica out, and i said, well that sounds like an interesting idea, why dont you tell me what other people say and keep me in the loop. i said that to ensure he would keep giving me info, altho now that he has been telling everyone i am flipping, i dont know what his real motivations are.

anyway, i am cool to vote naonka, but we really need to get philip next round i think, he is trying to cause chaos...



(5:05:24 PM) Me: heya
(5:07:56 PM) Nat: hey
(5:07:59 PM) Nat: steph
(5:08:03 PM) Me: hey! long time no speak
(5:08:03 PM) Nat: are you here
(5:08:10 PM) Me: how are you?
(5:08:16 PM) Nat: i'm fine
(5:08:17 PM) Nat: you?
(5:08:45 PM) Me: i am okay, i have been a bit sick, and had a really scary mole removed which freaked me out lol
(5:09:02 PM) Nat: oh
(5:09:13 PM) Me: anyway, so whats up?
(5:09:23 PM) Nat: it was so crazy now
(5:09:27 PM) Nat: lol
(5:09:34 PM) Me: yeah with the tc fighting?
(5:10:02 PM) Nat: there's a fighting?
(5:10:20 PM) Me: oh, between monica and phil
(5:10:25 PM) Me: what were u saying was crazy lol?
(5:10:34 PM) Nat: the vote
(5:10:43 PM) Me: oh
(5:10:44 PM) Me: yes
(5:10:47 PM) Nat: i just noticed there was a fight
(5:11:10 PM) Me: well, what are u thinking for the vote?
(5:12:51 PM) Nat: i think our alliance is voting for Nay
(5:13:02 PM) Nat: Mo, Brett, Joel, Wendy
(5:13:41 PM) Nat: i like Nay but these people are our alliance
(5:14:23 PM) Me: yeah, altho it seems phil told wendy i wanted to flip or something, and she sent me a somewhat accusatory pm
(5:14:29 PM) Nat: I mean like the week when Rob & Wendy want you gone, they back you up
(5:14:38 PM) Nat: yup, Phil have been telling everyone
(5:14:45 PM) Nat: that you is flipping
(5:14:49 PM) Me: bloody hell
(5:15:01 PM) Me: philip sent me a long pm about how he wanted to vote monica off
(5:15:23 PM) Me: and i replied saying it sounded like an okay plan, and to keep me posted, to ensure we would have all the info about it
(5:15:33 PM) Nat: Brett asked me too but we didn't believe him
(5:15:38 PM) Me: philip clearly likes twisting peoples words
(5:15:45 PM) Nat: he told Wendy and Wendy told Monica
(5:16:01 PM) Me: well tbh i dont trust wendy at all, she is behaving kind of like a lapdog
(5:16:07 PM) Me: plus she voted me the round rob went
(5:16:15 PM) Nat: yup..
(5:16:19 PM) Nat: i hates her
(5:16:33 PM) Nat: next week, i'm going to demand people to vote her out
(5:16:37 PM) Me: yeah me too
(5:16:46 PM) Me: if she doesnt somehow get people to vote me out before =\
(5:16:48 PM) Me: anyway
(5:16:56 PM) Me: anyway what did brett ask you?
(5:17:12 PM) Nat: Brett asked me if you really flipped
(5:17:37 PM) Nat: i told him that Phillip just lie
(5:18:03 PM) Nat: i told him we should ask Steph first before made some kind of assumption
(5:19:16 PM) Me: oh okay
(5:19:22 PM) Me: yeah phil needs to go clearly
(5:19:23 PM) Me: and wendy
(5:19:38 PM) Nat: i don't think Brett trust the story anyway
(5:19:42 PM) Nat: yup
(5:20:05 PM) Nat: i love Nay but Phillip ruined her gameplay
(5:20:10 PM) Nat: and they are so close
(5:20:17 PM) Me: and where does gillian stand?
(5:20:30 PM) Nat: Gilly is with them too
(5:20:35 PM) Nat: i want to vote Gilly
(5:20:50 PM) Nat: but it will make us looks bad
(5:21:06 PM) Nat: for not sticking with our people
(5:21:38 PM) Me: yeah
(5:21:46 PM) Me: i also wanted to vote gill, cos she never talk to me\
(5:21:56 PM) Nat: yup same with me
(5:22:06 PM) Nat: but Brett think we should go with Nay
(5:22:38 PM) Me: yeah, he sent me a pm saying so
(5:22:53 PM) Me: i am surprised he would even consider phil was telling the truth tho
(5:23:09 PM) Nat: i don't think he consider it
(5:23:29 PM) Nat: [13:35] Brett Clouser: I think it's maybe just because Steph didn't know the whole story earlier?
[13:36] Brett Clouser: Like she probably thought the majority was voting Monica, so she was willing to as well... but probably didn't realize it was Phillip trying to get people to flip
(5:23:49 PM) Nat: that's what he told me
(5:24:21 PM) Me: oh okay
(5:24:25 PM) Me: well thats good then
(5:24:32 PM) Me: i am just feeling precarious
(5:24:37 PM) Me: i know wendy would vote me out easily
(5:24:44 PM) Me: and if she can convince monica of stuff she is dangerous
(5:24:47 PM) Nat: yup she will
(5:25:41 PM) Me: so have u spoken to monica?
(5:26:21 PM) Nat: yup i talked to earlier
(5:26:35 PM) Me: and did she believe phil and wendy about me?
(5:27:12 PM) Nat: i'm not sure
(5:27:19 PM) Nat: but she's kinda believing it
(5:28:17 PM) Me: why dyu think that?
(5:28:44 PM) Nat: she asked me about that
(5:28:55 PM) Nat: that Wendy told her Steph already flipped
(5:29:01 PM) Nat: i shocked at first
(5:29:17 PM) Nat: but i told her i don't think you will flipped
(5:33:12 PM) Me: okay, well i sent her a pm about the whole thing, hopefully everything will be fine
(5:33:24 PM) Me: phil seems to be grasping at straws really, trying to create chaos
(5:33:32 PM) Nat: yup
(5:33:39 PM) Nat: i need to work on a puzzle
(5:33:48 PM) Nat: for a game
(5:34:26 PM) Me: okay
(5:34:30 PM) Me: so we are voting nay?
(5:36:10 PM) Nat: ok
(5:37:42 PM) Me: if ur happy with it, and brett and them want to
(5:37:44 PM) Me: kk

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

phil is really trying to get me on his side lol, but i dont want to give him too much info

(5:52:59 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Note: crazyassphillip is using the new AIM, which stores and syncs their conversations. Visit preview.aim.com/.faq#storage for more info.
(5:52:59 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Morning
(5:53:22 PM) Phillip Sheppard: ugh I gotta stop doing that
(5:53:26 PM) Phillip Sheppard: 10:53 am here :-)
(5:53:41 PM) Me: hey
(5:53:44 PM) Me: its okay
(5:54:00 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I asked what is Marula fruit juice haha
(5:54:03 PM) Phillip Sheppard: never heard of it
(5:54:23 PM) Me: oh lol
(5:54:31 PM) Me: its what monkeys eat here in africa to get drunk
(5:54:46 PM) Phillip Sheppard: omg LOL
(5:54:56 PM) Phillip Sheppard: yes Monica and I were sort of like drunk monkeys
(5:55:10 PM) Me: yes, well, lol
(5:55:20 PM) Me: anyway, so now i am hearing how you have told everyone i am flipping?
(5:55:47 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I did?
(5:55:56 PM) Phillip Sheppard: told Wendy you might consider it
(5:56:38 PM) Me: oh, well wendy has told everyone i agreed to flip apparently lol
(5:56:59 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Wendy also told Monica about the PM too
(5:57:30 PM) Phillip Sheppard: she is extremely loyal to Monica apparently
(5:58:09 PM) Me: well, i was just pissed about it, since i never said i was going to flip, i said it sounded like a good idea lets see what happens, yknow?
(5:58:36 PM) Me: but, i know ppl tend to blow things out of proportion to suit them in these games
(5:59:03 PM) Phillip Sheppard: yes a lot if being blown out of proportion in this game for sure
(5:59:38 PM) Me: yeah i think so def
(5:59:51 PM) Me: anyway, dyu know how many ppl are voting monica?
(6:01:58 PM) Phillip Sheppard: probably the Athena players, and maybe 2 Kainai you included
(6:02:46 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I dont think Brett or Wendy will
(6:02:56 PM) Me: so who would the 2 kainai be then
(6:03:22 PM) Phillip Sheppard: you and Natalie or you and Joel? talk to any of them
(6:04:05 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I somehow doubt Brett and Wendy
(6:04:27 PM) Me: well, i spose what i am most interested in is what ur long term gameplan is
(6:05:17 PM) Phillip Sheppard: well there are 2 idols they have
(6:05:53 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Chehalis tribe had 1 and Kainai tribe has 1
(6:05:54 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Monica admits she has the one for Kainai
(6:06:06 PM) Phillip Sheppard: in the Question thread
(6:06:11 PM) Me: who is "they"?
(6:07:04 PM) Phillip Sheppard: never said they
(6:07:07 PM) Me: oh, i dont remember reading that lol
(6:07:14 PM) Me: oh u said 2 idols they have
(6:07:14 PM) Me: lol
(6:07:32 PM) Phillip Sheppard: oh, Monica is one of the "they"
(6:07:45 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Joel or Wendy has to be the other "they"
(6:07:54 PM) Phillip Sheppard: because they were on Chehalis
(6:08:15 PM) Phillip Sheppard: each tribe had a different idol and different clues
(6:08:35 PM) Me: right
(6:08:46 PM) Me: i was rather awful at the clues this time around lol
(6:08:59 PM) Me: i found the idol in my season, they must have been easier then lol
(6:09:12 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I found the idol in my season too!
(6:09:21 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I was voted out with it in my pocket
(6:09:21 PM) Phillip Sheppard: lol
(6:09:28 PM) Me: lol so was i
(6:09:32 PM) Phillip Sheppard: Jimmy and Julie
(6:09:37 PM) Phillip Sheppard: ahhhhh
(6:09:49 PM) Phillip Sheppard: I'm not the only one :-)
(6:10:13 PM) Me: yeah, it was like serious facepalm
(6:10:39 PM) Phillip Sheppard: we can vote someone we know doesn't have an idol
(6:10:50 PM) Phillip Sheppard: like Brett
(6:11:06 PM) Me: well, i will be honest with u phil, there is no way i would vote brett
(6:11:08 PM) Phillip Sheppard: might be safest
(6:11:29 PM) Phillip Sheppard: think he would work with you
(6:11:54 PM) Me: i dont know, but i just have too much respect for him
(6:12:02 PM) Me: anyway, i gotta run, i am being summoned by my mother lol
(6:12:08 PM) Me: no matter how old i get i still get summoned
(6:12:09 PM) Phillip Sheppard: k
(6:12:10 PM) Me: lol
(6:12:19 PM) Phillip Sheppard: lol


now i can message monica that this happened, to show i want to give her info

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

cant say i am particularly broken up about wendy going, i just didnt trust her even tho she now claims she wanted to work with me and flip on monica, but i am very surprised by joels playing an idol on nay....i just dont get why. this is why i wanted to vote joel out from pretty much the day he joined the tribe, because i just dont understand his motives, although at least he targetted wendy and not someone like me lol.

altho knowing wendy supports me is kinda cool, i just dont know if she really does or is trying to let ppl know i might have potential jury support to vote me out lol.

but i dont really see myself as a big threat right now, my social game has been very on and off, but i spose at least i havent pissed too many ppl off...

if joel has flipped, it means it will prob now be phil, joel, gill, nay vs me, mon, brett and nat.....

4 vs 4....thats not good...

[Carlos Bernard]

Unless your a host, then its exciting

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

yes i suppose so lol


i just cant get over joel and philip teaming up.... what strange bedfellows

[Carlos Bernard]

HAHAHAHAHA.

I guess they would make an odd looking couple.

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

hmmmm, phil is talking to me a lot, which is weird, anyway this is what he has been saying:

Missed you on aim
« Message sent Yesterday at 9:44am »
I had to go, was 2am for me then ( probably the story of your life playing with people from the USA )

That was some crazy survivor last night. What the heck is Joel thinking!? Anyway hope your not sick anymore, you and Brett seem to be the only ones not drinking that marula juice .



Re: Missed you on aim
« Message sent Yesterday at 12:05pm »

Quote:
yeah i must admit i was rather surprised by the whole thing lol

nah not sick anymore, i had a mole removed from the back of my head which is a bit sore now, and it was sent off for tests, but other than that i am all good.

howre you doing?



Not too bad, still kind of in shock that Joel would play an idol on NaOnka. It doesn't make sense to me because NaOnka said she HATES Joel. Special agent Phillip Sheppard is going to be looking into this more haha



Re: Missed you on aim
« Message sent Yesterday at 2:03pm »

Quote:
yeah you should do that lol

so dyu know why wendy was targetted? how did u guys know to all vote wendy together?


Basically, Joel decided he wanted to get her out when he heard it was going to be NaOnka, and came over. I'm finding out that NaOnka and Joel hating each other was an act, which kind of pisses me off, she's been lying me this whole time and I trusted her.





and then Monica sends:

Re: (No Subject)
« Message sent Yesterday at 5:17am »
Well, I think Joel is just kind of fucked in the head, to be totally honest with you. He did this same kind of stupid stuff in season four, and I long ago gave up trying to understand him.

Fact of the matter is, what we need to do right now is band together and vote for one of them. I believe that the tiebreaker is a challenge, and that they're gonna vote for me. I can kick any of their asses at any challenge, because I've got from now until Tuesday wide open, so we can still pull this off.

I'm gonna try talking to Joel, and tell him all the shit they've spread about him, and hopefully he'll smarten the hell up and redeem himself. If not, well, I'm a Kainai to the end, and I hope like hell that you three can make it to the finals.

~ Monica



and then




Man Alive
« Message sent Yesterday at 7:42pm »
You guys aren't gonna believe this, but I think I might actually have flipped Joel back to us.

So I recommend being very, VERY nice to him, crossing your fingers, and praying VERY hard. We might actually make it through this.

Also, let's try our damnedest to get that necklace tonight. I'm tired of not voting Phil off.

~ Monica








hmmm, so basically i dont buy it. i dont buy that phil is telling me the truth most of the time, i dont buy that monica doesnt want to win again, and i def dont buy that joel is back with us, quite frankly i would like to boot both phil and joel off the damn island together. anyway, the plot thickens. i would really like me some immunity this time around...

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

lol, joel didnt flip back to us after all, somehow it was gillian who apparently signed her own death warrant, i KNEW joel was slimey, i am going to thoroughly enjoy voting him out...

[Carlos Bernard]

Haha you are looking pretty good steph my dear. Have you thought of who you want in the end with you?

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

def brett and natalie, altho how i would choose f2 i dont know....altho, u never know what will happen

[Stephenie LaGrossa]

um, Joel, for when you read this, why should anyone want to appease you? you're the one who made awful decisions....

also, i intensely dislike you