Round 5

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Yes. I dodged a bullet. And still no votes against me... ever.

But All I care about is not being eliminated. It seems Eliza was included in the loop, which means someone was communicating with her. It makes me sorta nervous. But I'm not gonna be paranoid about it.

If we end up at TC again, hopefully my name stays off the block entirely.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Uh Oh. I got a hater.

lawls idc. I will randomly neg someone too.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Finally got around to copying AIM into my confessional.

Anyways, I realized why I've been so uncomfortable this game. I'm not in control. And I'm not use to it. In Season 1, I ran EVERYTHING. I knew what was going to happen. I knew how each vote would go down. I may have been nervous, but there was never any reason for me to be voted out. And I never got a vote. I played that well.

This time, I don't have that control. It's probably a good thing, since it keeps a target off my back. But nonetheless, it's a strange feeling. I'm taking the back seat for once.

For now, I am watching myself. I am working on Aaron and Jenna. I think I have bonded well with Rob, and he likes me. We get along. It also helps he makes himself a target. I want to get closer to Jenna and Aaron.

But Eliza..... Eliza. I want her gone. She poses a threat to me. She has a lot of connections. Especially to Jenna, and to Phillip. If she goes, I think I will pick up Phillip as a solid ally. Kelly tells me they get along, so that would be great for me. If Eliza is gone, I think I might be able to pull in Jenna some more. It gives me a lot of options. Hopefully people won't connect the dots and see they lead to me.

Now Monica, I like her. I do. But she's my biggest threat. She knows what she is doing. She KNOWS. She keeps telling me what to do, and I do it. Not because she told me, but because they just so happened to work out best for me. I don't want her thinking she is controlling me, she ISN'T. I saw her game, she is an IC BEAST. She WILL have to go. It will be hard, but I want to win.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

I'm really enjoying getting to know some of my tribe mates. Especially Rob and Jenna. It's gonna be hard to vote them off eventually :/

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

No.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Jenna/Eliza want Aaron out. Rob/Aaron want Eliza out.

Looks like I'm the swing vote again. I am worried about the HII. It was found. No one I know has it. I just have to pray an Idol isn't my undoing.

[Carlos Bernard]

Better swing then going home right?

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Oh of course.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

I had to do the thing I don't like doing. Straight up lying.

I told Eliza i was voting Aaron. I will tell Jenna the same. But I am voting Eliza. I can't trust Eliza. I caught her hand in the cookie jar. I HATE straight up lying. I only do it when necessary. This was necessary.

She is allies with Jenna. She has ties to Natalie. She has ties to Phillip. So she needs to go. Hopefully she doesn't have the HII.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Now Jenna thinks Aaron has the HII because Rob told her Eliza is going home. But Jenna thinks I voted Aaron so that would be impossible. Oy vey.

The shit's gonna hit the fan.

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

Oh dear God. Oh dear God. Oh dear God.

If I come out of this unscathed....

[Wendy Jo DeSmidt-Kohlhoff]

That last half hour before the deadline was the most insane 30 minutes... ever.